SHAG!

Yes! I want to whine! i need to let out! i want my bed to be light, portable and comfortable! So i can bring it wherever i go and just sleep once free time is given to me!

I need sea, a big float, a great big hug and many many quality time to spend with me!

I hate mud! i dont exactly hate time of transition, however, i never like the feeling of stepping into the mud after stepping and walking on ground too long.

It might not seems like it meant anything, but it is the exact feeling i am feeling now.

Oh well! Production 2 more days for now. !

MA, AUNTY! Misses and hugs! ~Smiles~

*edited*

I have a great news to share!

I got scholarship once more! ~wide grin~

It is the same amount as last year, $1,200! i am so happy!

yeah that is all..

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HI!

Okay, i have seen the doctor this morning. Regarding my shoulder, according to him, it is just that my joint/ the muscle is swollen that’s all.

For my diarrhea, it is caused because, there is bacteria in my intestine that are “hiding”, so it makes me have diarrhea, according to what he says, it is most likely be related to what i have ate wrongly. As it have been quite persistent.

Went to Cellgroup today, it was not bad.

Slacked at home before going, realised that i am like the girl when i was always free.

Don’t exactly miss that part, but, Oh well!

Think this all for today.

Good night! have a good rest! =)

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HELLO!

I wonder seriously, is it a bad news. My right shoulder have a small lump thing that is bulging out, the problem is, it felt like my bone, reason because, it is hard and not soft bumpy feel. The worse part, IT IS PAINFUL! The saddest part is, i don’t even know how did i even got this in the very first place. Anyways, i am going the doctor later on, i am saying it is later on because, now is already a new day you see. My mum is supposed to bring me to the doctor. However, she might not be doing that, and i am suppose to like go on my own.

So, because of this, i am not going to attend later’s lesson, and it will become the second day that i have not been attending class in a week. Not a very good girl am i? Don’t think so myself, today is the most happening day of my life, “in the sense”, because, i overslept, not very late just enough for me to be late to class though, i overslept on my bus ride home, nevertheless, because so, i had chance to grab a bubble tea to drink and munch on those pearls, then slacked the whole day, tried to do some callings too. However, what i faced was rejections. ~punches myself in the face~ Then had a thought to just sleep a small nap, but fail to do so, don’t ask me why, just simply cannot, i don’t even have a explanation for myself.

Now i am being half buried by projects, for some reasons, i starting to hate budgeting, however, i do know it is useful. I also learnt about some charges, and that now the system is 10 hours working day, no longer 12 hours already! Thank Goodness for letting me know people like ma (Jolene), aunty (Teng) and many many more! they are helpful in all these, which are just the right people Sufian, Fu er and i need for our project. The nicest thing is, we have Audio assignment which just rolled in too! Sound design, spot list and more, makes me want to just swim into the oceans and live with the whales and maybe dolphins! For now, the budgeting is more of the headache causing our heads to swell, because there is so much to be done and the deadline is also not very far!

SUFIAN, FU ER, JASMINE!!!!!!!

BUCK UP! AND ZOOM PAST ALL THESE STUPID FORESTS AND FLY!

~wide wide smile!~

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WOW! i am like regular for blogging once more!

If life have a rewind button, pause button, delete button, will you choose to press any one of them or all of them all at once?

For me, i think i might even hesitate whether to press any of them. As i know, all things comes with a consequence, isn’t it?  I can just say, i want to delete all my bad encounters and memories, however, without all those, i will never know what is called mistakes, then i will not to be able to change, and make myself a better person.

If i say that i want to press the rewind button, to go back in time to experience all the sweet moments once more, but there will also include those bitter times too, to think about it, it will feel even more pain and awful to suffer them again in second round right?

If i say that i want to press the pause button, seriously, i will also have no idea, which is the moments which i want to pause and stay in, just simply indecisive!

That is why life is so fragile, time don’t wait up for you, you have to rush for the time! They are not going to be like, hey faster, before everything changes, or we will not change until you reaches. They simply ignore our lifestyle, zoom past and carry on as usual. I guess, life have already been plan to be like that, maybe we just simply need to accept.

Today i went to school!! I was worried that i will be late, so i set my alarm clock to ring from 5.45am – 6am having the thought that lesson will start at 8.30am. finally set off and board bus 25 and just when i want to change to bus 2 and was waiting for it already, i called Fu er, worried she might not be able to wake up, then realise that lesson starts at 10.30am! which was later postponed to 11am! The best part, i could not turn back, so thought might as well. I reached school at 8am, bought pens to finish up my lab sheets which i did not manage to complete, which became not a very bad thing. Then my dearest Fu er told me that she will be coming to meet me, at like 9+, she say that she was coming, but she finally only reached at 10 plus, nearly 10.30am. HOWEVER, i still love you girl! because you are damn sweet! so ya. FInd it quite hilarious, no other motives or hidden meaning to it! ~smiles widely at Fu~

Other than that, the day passed off quite pleasantly! no tears shed, no tantrum being thrown, no tops being blew open. Okay! the Day really went off NICELY! ~smile even wider~

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No Production = FAT!

YES! That is my conclusion!! No PRODUCTION= FAT!

You know how did i came out with this conclusion? It is because, today i did not go school due to some sort of reason, personal in a sense, so i stayed at home, “rest” is the nice word to use, and the next thing i realize was that i could not stop myself from food search, thank goodness my mum boiled some bitter gourd soup! By the way, i only drink/ consume bitter gourd and the soup if it is cooked by my mum and dad. However, even among the both, i prefer my mum’s still as the best!

So i was saying, i think i drank a total of 2-3 bowls of the soup itself with bitter gourd, better than indulging on even more food you see? ~laughs~ oh and i ate one mango ice cream. See? this is why i say no production= FAT!

Took some time thinking too, overall, i am happy that i actually joined this production! The reasons are, i learn more than what even we do our own short films, nothing beats than the kind of thrilling times,there is like a very minor chance that we can have so many overnight shoots like this. I also know a lot of people, became closer with a few, being labeled as koala-min are not that bad anymore, because, the most i should just live up to that nick! ~grin~ it just give me opportunities to hug more people! ~cheer then thumbs up~

is there any difference in this two pictures? by the way, just ignore that one is with make up and the other is not.

Please see and tell me the difference in my comments! Thank you!

is there any difference in this two pictures?

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I am going to like make this blog to be known.. Brushing all my past posts away, starting all from zero.

I wont be able to promise anything, but i am going to make sure my life will not be put to any waste! that is the for sure thing, INDEPENDENCE! Shall put effort in learning it.

Was talking to April, and found out that it is a very important factor in life, talked to Jolene too, realised that it have been such a long time ever since i actually blew my top so hard at someone who simply dont know the true meaning of friends and the definition of Friendship.

Can you imagine me screaming through a phone, so loud that my receiver have feed back? Anyway, i think my life has no extra time to think of much additional stuffs.

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