我明白什麼是完美的愛了

I now understand what is God’s unfailing love, comfort and protection.

My this post might leave most of you all a respond of, ” what are you talking about?” However, i will still not talk about it too deeply.

Today was a good day, i manage to wake up at a time that i was very pleased. Then we had service, then was after service prayer meeting, though the original plan of meeting PuiMan was being called off, i received more than i could ever ask or imagine. I manage to fellowship with Brendan, WanFong, Richard and Marcus! It was pretty interesting and all, concluded that our cellgroup will never waste food, know why? because, we have brothers who can really eat!

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我回来了！

Okay, i am back once again. Now using my house’s desktop which is a PC.

Well, i have gotten back my result already, it comes with a good news and a bad news. Let’s say the bad news first, it is that i have not to be able to receive a 4 pointer for my GPA and also it seems to have dropped again, from 3.278 to 3.153 . Yes it is kind of saddening and that is when i thought about the good news, and that is, for both my Digital Audio Production and my Pre- Production Planning i scored Bs. The most miraculous thing is that i actually can score a B for my audio. You might ask why, the reason is being that i actually dont have much hope for my audio as i feel that i simply cant get any of those sort into my “memory bank” and my “understanding bank“.

The funniest thing was that i really know that it is by the Grace of God! it is because i was so clueless for it, and even though i only studied 5 minutes before my class test, i could pass with a D, and even though i know i was totally not prepared for my phase test ( which is some sort of practical exam) and i got A, lastly, even though i did studied for my examination which also was just like during the journey to school, i could actually get a B for everything in total?! How many times can you ask for such good deals?

Do that not come true of what we usually say about even when we are faithless, God is always Faithful?

I dont know about you but for me, i know that times like these comes one in a million, however it is not asking you to not work hard and wait for God to just splash you with all the good things of the world but knowing that everything is being placed in good hands, you work together by studying, revising and making sure you know what you are doing. I find that most important.

i think i am falling in love with this picture, i find this is the nicest so far! that i dont look very “bloated”

Thank God for placing nice and caring people into my life, i thank You for Dorcas, April, Li ping and more into this life of mine.

HATI HAMBA (ENGLISH)

STANDING IN AWE OF YOUR GRACE
SETTING MY FEET IN YOUR WAYS
ENTERING INTO YOUR PRESENCE
TO BEHOLD YOU FACE TO FACE

GOD OF ALL HEAVEN AND EARTH
HOLDING ME IN YOUR EMBRACE
UNFAILING LOVE THAT SURROUNDS ME
OH..GOD I STAND AMAZED

MY JESUS, MY LORD
YOU’RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
WHEREVER YOU GO
WANNA BE BY YOUR SIDE
NO LONGER I
BUT CHRIST LIVING IN ME
SERVING YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY

MY EYES SET ON YOU
IN THIS RACE THAT I RUN
NO LONGER MY WAYS
LET YOUR WILL BE DONE
MAKE ME A SERVANT
MY HEART’S EVER TRUE
CLINGING TO THE CROSS
I’LL FOLLOW YOU
I’LL FOLLOW YOU

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HATI HAMBA (CHINESE)

我永远不会忘记
主你那丰富恩典
如今我在天父怀中
因为你舍下自己

你不看我的过去
只是完全接纳我
主你的爱何等伟大
我的心完全融化

我亲爱救主
我心何等感谢
你单单在意
我这爱你的心
我愿一生
追求跟随我主
谦卑为你
服事这世界
我亲爱救主
我要一生敬拜
在我生命中
你是唯一的爱
毫无保留
我愿献上所有
何等渴慕
能为你而活
耶稣我主

I am giving the two versions, the lyrics is really so true and touching my heart.

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Hellos!!

Hello! i am once again posting.

This week has been a good week! Everything seems to be quite normal! However to me, the wow thing was actually waking up at 5plus daily then the next thing you know being drove down to Jurong West for early morning Prayer Meeting, though it is tremendously tiring but to me, it is not draining. As it was so impacting! It is like you know that something in the atmosphere is really changing.

I went for Class PV0701Q’s class Barbecue and also to celebrate June Babies’ birthdays! It was just okay only for the whole thing, cannot think of any extravagant words to use. I simply really felt that it was REALLY just okay. However took some pictures!

this was our first attempt to take the four of us, but as you can see, it failed

Then, we finally gave up and ask Sebbie to take our picture.

however, we did not stop just there! Fu er and myself then decided to take our own sleeping together picture! ~smile~

I look really asleep right? ~wink!~ and did you realise something? I find that my eyelashes are pretty long! Anyone need a bed model? I can make your mattress look really comfortable to sleep on!

I Really enjoy her company! We literally hug and cry together in the past, like during this almost two years friendship, she has been a really good friend! We play, dance, perform together, turn crazy together and went filming together. All those are memories that are meant to stay like Forever! Thank you for being who you are  girl! You taught me to how to be who i am and stay comfortable about it!

We are fasting tomorrow as a whole cellgroup! it will be a challenge but i believe all have a power of choice so yes! we can do it!

Another three more hours, Jolene ( ma) is going to Phuket already! Oh man! was telling Fu er, My two most can disturb and give me comfort beloveds are like one leaving Singapore, and the other one is not even back yet! Will miss them like peanuts, cashew nuts, hazelnuts and walnuts! Teng aunty, Jolene Ma! Better be missing me okay? Because i know i am already missing you both! We have to go out and just chill one day ya?

Just realised that i have been playing pool consecutively! Skills are coming back! Fallen deep in love with Pool once again and Daddy is actually saying that he will bring me to play pool one day. Sponsorship! can play without worrying about the cost! Okay, think i have to do songsheet! if not i will be having trouble tomorrow! or should i do it tomorrow? ~thinking~

Oh well, Good Night!

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Hello People!!

Hello people!! i am back from SOZO Extreme Camp! I am still alive and kicking so no worries.

in my own personal view, the camp has been a blessing to me, i have encountered God in a new level, bond with the MAYFLOWER girls which are Wan Fong, Penny, Geraldine, Sock Yong and also Gracia, Geraldine’s sister. Not excluding knowing Benjamin, Marcus and the rest of the people. The camp was not only about fun and games it also a time for character molding and decision making of stepping out of our own personal comfort zone.

During this camp, i also find that how gracious can our zone people be too. For example, we had not sufficient  people in our own group thus we merge with  Zon and Wei Liang’s group. words cannot express how gracious they treated us all. Like, make an effort to include us, serving us like we were part of their cellgroup, though we rarely make contact with each other and know them well, they will try their best to take the initiative of knowing us better and make interactions.

I know the girls have also put their effort to be on because though we are all lack of sleep, i know they at least try to put in effort for all the activities. Such as Rat race and more. The midnight game was last minute but i know that although they complain a bit but ultimately they enjoyed the game.

Well, i sort of fallen sick on the second night, had major headache but i made a decision to stay on though the carnal side of me wanted to go home real badly. Then on the third day which was also the last day, the headache was gone but sore throat and fever kicked in. Thank God that the third day is only sort of half day, was fed with four tablets in total, two for flu and irritation of throat by Cliff and two that is pure panadol by Elijah. I went out of the room because i could not take it any longer and i could hear Zon and the rest praying for me. I was seriously touched and bless! Thank you all! Well, they also were so gracious that they gave our group a $40 Ben & Jerry Ice Cream Voucher! Another Thank you!  I came home with Cliff and knocked out after a while. and guess what? i obtained 18hours of sleep which can explain for the missed calls and have not been replied messages.

Overall, i know i seriously enjoyed this camp and i know it will not be possible if you people were not there.

Thank you to all of you once again!!

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Random i guess?

Okay, as usual, WanFong have once again ask me to update my blog.

This week have been a not bad week!

This is Stephanie and me!

I am so happy! The reason being that my holidays have officially started!

A Break! Just what i needs. To recuperate all my lost energies, however, it is also the time to work out, lose some weight, slim down and toning time! Have been munching alot lately, not a very good sign. I met up with Steph today this afternoon before i left for a meeting and she go meeting her friend to go clubbing. Then i went over to Teng, Aunty’s house, slacked there, played with Fluffy. Guess what? She scratched me! However, due to the thick skin factor that i have, i am alright!

Talked to my sister today for a while, realised that all i have been doing all comes with a purpose, i am indirectly utterly blessed in every single area. Hard to really explain here neither, because unless you know me for a certain period and knows my past, it is actually very hard to understand why to me, everything sometimes can seem so beautiful.

ANYWAYS!

I went to eat Botak Jones with Brendan, Brenda, Penny, WanFong, Sock Yong, Geraldine, Gracia and Marcus on Tuesday. Did not really talk throughout the meal because i was so engross with the program which was on the tv at the coffeeshop. However think the poor thing, Geraldine was quite bored by our entertainment because our table 3 out of 4 was staring or rather glued to the television set. Sorry that i have side-track. So as i was saying that we went to eat Botak Jones, then after that we decided to go for a pool game. opened two tables, one 8 Feet and the other 9 Feet.

The whole bunch was like over at Brenda and Brendan’s 9 Feet table that only left with Marcus and i for the 8 Feet table and i won him 2 out of 3 games! felt so contented though one of the victory was won by Marcus accidentally hitting the black ball in without completing his own colored balls. Soon later, we join the 9 Feet table and close the 8 Feet table after the Brens couple left. *laughs*

Well, if i am not wrong, we were quits. I teamed up with Wanfong while Marcus teamed up with Sock Yong!  Ultimately, the victory became the least important element, it was the process that became the whole highlights! overall to me, i think it was still a fruitful fellowship after all.

-it is actually like 2.55 am in the morning as i am blogging, i think this can be our only activity this late. Later we are going to have cellgroup!  I believe that it will be power- packed! Staying for both and playing for both. I believe as long as i have a willing heart, strength and anionting will come as we ask. Because we know this verse which says, ” Ask and it shall be given on to you, Seek and you shall find, Knock and it shall be open to you.”

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A goodbye to all tiredness or a Hello to nightmares to come?

Well, well, holidays have once again come back knocking onto my door of life.

A whole duration of close to one month! Sounds enjoyable right? All lecturers advice is better rest as much we can, because next semester, we might find it hard to even breathe.

Why?- it is because once holidays over, we will be officially touching on our Final year project, Module 8! Not excluding the fact that we also have module 5 to touch on. God! i need grace, strength, wisdom and almost everything!

I am going to do individual video project. Thought hard about it, i cannot leave this institution without a single individual portfolio at hand, so although this also determines whether it will win or will break it. I have to make this decision. Thank God for friends! Sufian, Fu er and all the rest has agreed to lend those who are doing individual video project their “hands”! However, to be practical, all the paperwork that has to be done in pre-production all have to be done personally.

I need ideas! Shall really lift up my eyes to observe and open up my ears to listen to what the society is lacking or even inspirations. The funniest thing about it is that, it is easy just to come out with a story, everyone has the ability to do so, but, to be able to stand out among the rest and think out of the box, seems so much more like a higher level.

Was suppose to go East Coast today to attend some concert thing, however, in the end did not go. Instead, i went over to Jess jie’s house to slack. Yes,  she is my God-sister, but is a official one because my mum acknowledges Jess as her God-daughter. I brought my laptop and book to revise, but ended up playing her Nintendo DS Lite!  It was so addictive! So fun and interesting! I ended up reaching home at 12 plus am ..

Not a very good example, but i finally had the chance to talk to her about so much once more! Feel so good.

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